Forgiveness

I'm teaching a series on forgiveness in our weekly Bible Study. I'm doing the research, putting it together and then teaching it. I really enjoy the opportunity, and one reason I requested I be the one to teach this time is because I know I have a few people to forgive.
I have a really hard time even feeling anything toward the guy who so viciously attacked me. It's as if he doesn't even exist, I just don't have any feelings.
I know I'm going to have to deal with that, and it's not even that it's hard to do, it's that there's nothing there.
Now, where the results of the attack are concerned, I have a lot of feelings. And maybe that's where I should start and work back.
Anyway, I'm learning more about myself and human nature through this and I'm hoping and praying that the other ladies are learning something, too.